One can't complain. I have my friends. Someone spoke to me only yesterday. - Eeyore

The question today is: Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?

There have been only a couple people I have really experienced this with. The first is Zack. We have always had a weird kind of relationship. It may be because we are both so laid back but it probably has more to do with the fact that we are both better at listening that actually talking. So when we get together of course we talk a bit but we are also not scared of silence like a lot of my other friends tend to be. I find it really soothing to be able to be around with Zack, enjoying each other and not feeling like I have to entertain him every second that he is around. This was more so the case when we lived next door and saw each other almost every day.

The other person I have experienced this with, although not to the same extend, is Jaimie. She and I tend to think on the same plane a lot of the time and that makes it easier to enjoy the nonconversation conversations.

I really miss having the two of them in my life especially to the same extend as when we were in the height of our relationships. Maybe this is a sign that I really should move to Raleigh haha. I like where I live now and I like my job most days but I do miss having friends. Everyone that I am friends with now is a work friend and that isn't working. I want to have real friends again. I have Sam but that is different and I still find myself lonely a lot.

I also have a craving for Sarah B-N in my life. For the same and for entirely different reasons. Sarah is more like the friend that I see like once a year, we stay up all night catching up and then we are gone for another year. Obviously this is a gross over exaggeration but you get the point.

So basically I guess what I am saying is that I miss you Zack, Jaimie, and Sarah.